[	Current Mood	|	grateful	]
[	Current Music	|	you're all i have - snow patrol	]

loneliness.
a burden none ever intended to bear.

we all have families, we all may have friends. that's great! but there are moments in life where we feel alone, the mentality of no-one-understands and i-am-alone-in-this-crap will just creep into us. and just as all of us are praying for God to remove the loneliness deep within us, we never imagined that He would actually reject it. living in loneliness? being empty? God, You gotta be kidding.

the silence is deafening... "i'm all alone, i'm left with no one but myself..."

there there, God is delighted. He whispers, breaking the silence, "the process of loneliness leads you to discover My presence is always with you..."

absurd? absolutely not. we're sinful, and He know that full well. we rarely go to God unless we have to, unless we have no one else to turn to, unless we're at our wit's end, unless we don't have a choice... precisely He love us so much that He had to pursue us in such a manner.

embrace one of God's greatest gift.
embrace loneliness.

psalm 23:4
even though i walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
i will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

[	Current Mood	|	exhausted	]
[	Current Music	|	reaching for you by hillsong	]

I can't believe the way
Your love has got a hold on me
Each morning I wake to find You near
You lift me above my fears
And set my feet on solid ground
All of my days belong to You

And I breathe in Your breath of life that fills my heart
You are my all consuming fire

I stand here before You
In wide opened wonder
Amazed at the glory of You
The power of heaven
Revealing Your purpose in me
As I'm reaching for You
 

only He can satisfy...

ENJOY YOURSELF!

[	Current Mood	|	nervous	]
[	Current Music	|	my dad's radio	]

i caught slumdog millionaire , and i would say that their plot was fantastic . however some of the eight awards that they won are seriously not deserving . whatever happened to the academy judgement ):

for now , i'm all geared up for 'your curtain call'.
jars of clay - we dance for the audience of One
eastatwo - BREAK TWENTY! =D

[	Current Mood	|	grumpy	]
[	Current Music	|	elevator and shawty get loose remix	]

AND MERYL STEEP!!!!! AHH SHE SHOULD BE THE ONE WINNING THE BEST LEADING ACTRESS AWARD ! NOW I HATE THE OSCARS SO MUCH !


LOOK HOW STUNNING AND GORGEOUS SHE IS ! I HOPE SHE'S MY MOTHER ! HAHAHA YOU KNOW SHE GOT NOMINATED FIFTEEN TIMES AND WON TWICE ! KUDOS TO MERYL STEEP ! EVERYONE SHOULD SALUTE HER ! =D

or at least... let angelina jolie win the best leading actress... she've got sexy lips! why vote for that katie something person ?!?! EWW ):


ps : afterall i've decided not to be racist and give it a try watching slumdog millionaire (: the most , i'll just mute the show when i can't stand those indians speaking... (: teehee!

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crappy

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OMG SHE'S SO AFRAID OF DOGS ! IF ONE DAY I GO UP TO HEAVEN , I WOULD ASK GOD TO REPEAT THE WHOLE SCENE REGARDING WHAT HAPPENED TODAY A ZILLION TIMES !

ps: hahaha sweet-looking demure young lady with long silky hair, sim yushan!

[	Current Mood	|	awake	]
[	Current Music	|	whoo~ by my standup fan	]

i've been in serious thoughts of converting my blog into not a blog that's inspiring, when people read they go "wahhhhh" but then it seems to take up alot of effort. i mean, you have to be conscious the way you type and phrase. it's like i can always anyhow type my post the way i like so long as i understand what i'm typing without fullstop or any punctuations whatsoever just as long as i like it and it doesn't matter or concern me if you don't get it or what because like what others have always been saying that it's my blog if you like it you'll like it if you don't then leave so you get my point of view about writing inspiring posts telling others what are your experiences and learnings for the day and all and i even gotta like blog almost everyday which is super tiring

righttttt... that's really tough , haha i'm used to having punctuations all around =D haha to, the point like, getting , it,,, all over,,, the place. ?>.,;[.; , yea you got me =D

HAHA now for my learnings:
i was preparing wordcentered church lesson seven and i am super convicted about the point "teach it" and "show it"! MAN, we really gotta keep on teaching, keep on modelling to our people. they'll never get a glimpse of what Christ is like until and unless you show them through your life. now it just make me more aware of the way i lead my life , being conscious of the image i'm portraying and teaching every teaching to my utmost best =D time to get it over with the life of bare minimum, it's the time to get down serious with the work of the Lord .

and till then , this blog will remain crap for the subsequent post i guess ? =D